After my husband’s death, which nobody expected, I fell apart completely. I didn’t realize how much of my identity was wrapped up in my life with him. I felt like a zombie, a shell of a person.. half my spirit was on the other side.. But I did eventually recover. Can’t say I’ll ever get over it, but I can live past it now. I had to learn that time…[Read more]

When my youngest was born, I remember holding him in that half-sleep daze at 3am and just feeling that he wasn’t all here yet. His eyes would scan the room like he was still seeing something I couldn’t. That liminal space… it felt holy.

Years later, I took care of my grandmother as she was passing. She had Alzheimer’s, and some days she’d a…[Read more]

I finally decided to invest more time and energy to taking care of the visceral effects of Schumann resonance on my mental/emotional health.. I have now tracked patterns of my depressive periods to solar flares. It hits me like a full moon but harder.. It messes w my circadian rhythm and as a result, my usually enjoyable fitness routine becomes…[Read more]

Yes, exactly this. Nine is the principle of return embedded into the structure of reality itself. What fascinates me is how 9 behaves in nonlinear systems. In base-10 math (which we treat as arbitrary, but may in fact reflect something ontologically real about cognition and embodiment), 9 is the final digit before we reset the cycle. But unlike…[Read more]

The sea people were from all over. Some of them were violent invaders, but most of them, I think, were just people looking for somewhere to settle. I don’t know if there’s all that much to be said of them other than that it’s more evidence of widespread global disasters.

I’ll buy it. The bifurcated dragon form (winged above, coiled below) maps directly to plasma behavior. High-energy discharge from a comet or bolide will generate both atmospheric ionization (serpent of the sky) and ground-coupled wave propagation (dragon of the deep). The low-frequency rumble post-impact is Schumann resonance modulation from…[Read more]

I’ve never heard of this theory before but it makes sense. When you look at physical systems, you’re seeing waveforms go through phase changes in a predictable way. Why can’t the collective conscious do the same? The big question is: what is the attractor on the other side of this turning? The future looks pretty dark right now.

Absolutely! Gobekli wasn’t abandoned and forgotten. It was intentionally buried. That’s the piece most people miss and it points to one thing: they knew a reset was coming. Imagine standing on the cusp of global collapse… ice melting, fire (aka comets) raining from the sky… and realizing your entire civilization’s knowledge could be erase…[Read more]

There is so much evidence for the younger dryas theory it’s overwhelming. I don’t know what is so hard for people to accept that human history goes back much further than ancient Egypt. Maybe it’s because we’re coming up on another. People have to face the fact that a comet could wipe us out, or at least most of us. Not a pleasant thought, I know,…[Read more]

I really need to look into more of Bendall’s work. I saw his presentation at the Tesla Conference, but I haven’t looked into it much yet. Thank you for sharing this, it is definitely intruiging.

This video is great in showing that coherence precedes structure. Worth noting, the X structure is a cross-phase interaction. You’ll see this in cymatics, harmonic node patterns, and even ancient temple layouts. This geometry is everywhere.

I wish more people understood that spiritual awakening doesn’t always look graceful, it can look like panic attacks, dissociation, crying for no reason, thinking you’re going crazy. I was that person. And I had no language for it, no elder, no guide. Just fear and isolation and that awful feeling like something was breaking open inside me and I d…[Read more]

This actually blew my mind a little 😮‍💨 I’ve always loved dragons but thought of them more like archetypes… tying them to actual cosmic events like comets hits on a whole new level. Imagine surviving something like that and trying to pass it down through generations, you’d wrap it in myth too.

So yeah… maybe dragons are real. Just not how we ex…[Read more]

omg yes yes yes all of this 🙏💔

when i had my first big awakening (aka emotional breakdown slash cosmic upgrade 🌀✨) i thought i was legit going crazy. i was having visions during dreams, i’d feel energy in my body that wasn’t “mine,” and i kept hearing this ringing in my ears like someone was trying to talk to me but not with words?? and the wor…[Read more]

OKAY but like 😳🔥 this makes WAY too much sense omg. I feel like these myths are encoded survival memories and honestly it makes me want to sit with my ancestors and ask what they saw in the sky 🧿