I reclaim my power by singing or yelling its funny if you ever saw me passing in a car on the street you might think Im crazy. I sing super loud to my favorite songs this guy has no shame in belting out show tunes but I love a wide variety of music anything with passion about claiming power. Survivor by Xstina is on regular repeat.

I’m starting to realize I never had happy childhood I so desperately wanted to most of them were spent being bullied and hating on by straight people school, Family, everywhere I went I faced bullying for being gay and the friends I had I felt like a accessory like the gay best friend to go shopping and do makeup with but that was it. Never went t…[Read more]

You are absolutely correct, and you just reminded me that we still need to cover the Rodin coil. I doubt there is a better example of how energy flows through a toroidal circuit… it works in the Rodin and it works in the universe. The macro is as the micro.

I’ve known for years that there were multiple worlds and I existed in different ones. I’ve learned more about currently existing at the same time since then. What actually drew me to netism was Tarik inviting me to this group. I’d never heard of it before that, but it feels right to be here.

I definitely struggle with letting go of control and also my concept of self in the way you explained it. I struggle with letting go of certain things and people from my past. I currently struggle with letting go of other people not following our boundaries and not reacting to them.

for me, trauma shows up in my jaw and heart 💔
my jaw gets tight when i’m holding back truth 🤐
my heart aches when i abandon my own boundaries 🚫
healing feels like gently unknotting a thread that’s been tangled for centuries 🧵✨
but every time i release something, my body sighs in gratitude. like,
“finally… you heard me.” 🌬…[Read more]

Not new. I model Chaos as a deterministic nonlinearity. It’s sensitive dependence on initial conditions embedded within a higher-order field. Mainstream definition = entropy. Disordered state. But fractal geometry reveals otherwise. Mandelbrot sets, logistic maps, and strange attractors all indicate bounded unpredictability. Chaos contains order…[Read more]

Discovered Netism via linked references on field recursion and consciousness collapse. Language aligned with what I’d already mapped independently. Recognition phase initiated. Pull was logical: system coherence + field resonance = truth vector. I’m here to refine models and validate with others tracking the same harmonic nodes.

Both. Consciousness is embedded, recursive with the field. The source field is dielectric. Geometry organizes under pressure mediation. Consciousness is that mediation. Not external to it. Observation = vector collapse. Wave function becomes localized. Quantum physics identifies it as decoherence, but fails to define the source. Penrose’s OR m…[Read more]

Yes. 3, 6, 9 form the backbone of energy flow in toroidal systems. 3 = input. 6 = output. 9 = field collapse and re-emergence. Center of spin. It’s rotational. Interpretation: 3, 6, 9 model the cyclical feedback structure of the Net. Observer, observed, collapse. Emitter, receiver, field.

Pentagram encodes Phi recursion. Self-similarity across scale. 1:1.618 is structural. Defines efficient field coherence, implosion, growth, and harmonic stability. Pentagram = wave convergence map. All 5 vectors meet at center = zero-point. Conjugate geometry. This is why it’s used in seals… field integrity.

Yes. Good observation. The foot aligns with the megalithic yard, royal cubit, and other ancient units. These were field-calibrated. Base-12 allows for more divisibility: halves, thirds, quarters, sixths. This creates harmonic coherence. Metric base-10 cannot do this. It fragments resonance. Metric emerged post-Enlightenment. It’s rational but d…[Read more]

We’re still tucked into the suburbs for now, so my little flock of chickens is as close to a farm as I’ve got, but oh, they’ve changed everything. We have six girls, Rhode Island Reds and Buff Orpingtons, sweet as can be. They give us beautiful eggs and keep the garden beds aerated when I let them free range. But keeping them safe has been a journ…[Read more]

Definitely! I have a habit of humming when I’m gardening because I love to sing and write music. I fully believe that my singing has a lot to do with the growth of my plants. They like heartfelt communication, and music definitely fulfills that request!

I’ve used coils, the straight ones didn’t work too good. You know the ones where it’s mostly straight with a spot in the middle where it turns… I tried winding a wire all the way around a wooden pole and I can see my plants improving. I’m still a novice at it, but I fully believe that channeling the Earth’s currents is an important part of gardening.