yeah i’ve had this one since i was like… thirteen? i’m walking through this huge empty place sometimes a forest, sometimes like… abandoned hallways or a dried-up lakebed. it’s always dark. i’ve got this flashlight, but it keeps dying. flickers out when i need it most. i dig through my pockets for batteries, try to shake it, smack it, anything. s…[Read more]

yeah i’ve had this one since i was like… thirteen? i’m walking through this huge empty place—sometimes a forest, sometimes like… abandoned hallways or a dried-up lakebed. it’s always dark. i’ve got this flashlight, but it keeps dying. flickers out when i need it most. i dig through my pockets for batteries, try to shake it, smack it, anything. som…[Read more]

What you’re going through makes a lot of sense from a Netist perspective, especially since you already have some understanding of how the Net works.

When we experience trauma, especially something intense like PTSD, it often jolts the thread awake. It shakes loose parts of us that have been buried or tangled. In Netism, that’s not just psy…[Read more]

Ive been lucid dreaming for well over a year now. I believe PTSD triggered it, as the first months of my dreams were always dreams about loss. My heartbreak showed thru my dreams and came out as uncontrollable crying and verbal yelling whatever I was yelling out in the dream.

Recently though, it’s been easier to handle with work through netism…[Read more]